Self ReasoningHow can one put into words the lifetime they've lead
and the things that have happen within it?
There has been the good,bad, and worse
with all types of mayhem added to the mix of life.
I've been lost and found only to manage
to loose myself within the confines of my mind,
not sure who I am most the times.
I've been hurt to the core of my soul before
and hold wounds that will probablly never heal,
though some have healed with a little time and
chances are I will be whole again in the future.
I can't say I do hold onto a thing called hope,
to often I've worked up to it
to fall from the caverns of the peak built.
My eyes have born witness to things that
I would never wish upon an enemy.
I"ve walked down the path of fear and
face many a things that will always be my trial and
somethings I will suffer in silence,
because some burdens you bare alone.
Yet through all the pain and hurt I know,
Through all the pain and suffering to come,
I really can't say that for all the chances
that I would
When you earn your wings.Often time we feel so alone in this world of ours,
that there isn't a chance that someone could
even begin to understand what you happen to feel.
Loosing sight of what we once thought was a dream,
sacrificing hope just to be able to smile for a time.
Scoffing at those who've gone before us,
when they offer sage advice that we refused to listen
to until we gain a slap upside the head
and put in our place so that we listen until
the giver of advice is satisfied that the message
had been driven home in the darken hour.
Offering insight that really if you pay close to,
will bring a whole new perception.
It lifts you up to reach for those stars you'd
been aiming for that had seem out of range.
Even when it doesn't hit at first,
one day you'll realize that
you've finally earned your wings.
Untitled 2Just leave me alone to wallow within the dreams that come,
for all that I wake screaming in the morn.
The nights seem longer than they are
and the days shorter than their times.
Night is day and day is night,
who knows when the sun rises anymore.
Who really cares where the dreams have gone,
or the fact that ambition is just a lie.
Dreams don't come true anymore,
and faith something of a fool.
Romance a death thing gone and done,
angels weap so piteously for the dead
and the sun kisses the heav'n,
While the night dies anew...
BrokenYou seem to watch the wordl from the box
you've placed around yourself to protect,
everything that seems so important in life.
That seat by the picture window seems
to have gained a well worn groove,
from the times you've watched the rain.
To all the times you watch people pass you
with much more important things to do,
things that will never be able to include you.
Feeling the emptiness as you let go,
of those who say they love you but inside
your heart is just to black to commit.
Watching the rain now as it falls
from the skies above and wonder at it's beauty.
Realizing that the those dreams you want,
are nothing but a fool's errant quest.
Soul scared forever and a day,
Soul wound from this time to eternity,
its just better this way.
BlessedHas anyone ever been hit right side up the head
with how blessed in this life they really are?
Just suddenly sit there and realizethat god has put
some amazing peopleinto your life and
that the things they've offered in this lifetime,
exceed all earthly bounds that surely
these are angels in the form of humans?
Yet they touch our lives to often we forget
how special they really are.
The freely given hugs and
that listening ear that so often one need.
The unwanted adivce they'll offer when you
don't wan to hear any of it and
the wanted adivee when you need it.
Tiny bits of heaven that we really
need now adays.
After all..Sometimes in this fast pace world,
we lose sight of what should be important.
To often our work seems to catch up,
and we just don't have time for things.
Often times when something may dare to
inturrupt our busy scheduels we become angry,
wondering how dare they even think
to ruin our carefully laid plans.
Or even those things that we don't
quiet understand about are judged.
After all things are supose to go one way,
and the only ways that it can go
is how we perceeve it as.
Doesn't matter that we don't bother to stop
and think about what we see,
what it is that we might be doing.
To often we just act upon it and
believe ourselves to be within our rights.
After all whats the point of differances,
society should be straighten out
because we all know if its left to those,
of unique differances and such
well it will be a different type of hell.
Yet who really gives a care about that right,
life is just fine and there aren't problems.
Society is as it should be and
differance is delt with